-20 yo 3rd yr at NEU-
So nice to see you!
I've pretty much stopped text-posting, so now it's mostly gifs and pictures of sports, movies, video games, and general miscellany... Hope you enjoy. Much Love.
hehehehe weeeeee!!! I’m excited :) kinda sad to leave home this time, but excited :D
Maybe that’ll make everyone happy, and plus, I’ll be rich! If I do stick with Poli Sci, I’ll be poor! Plus, I’d be a massive disappointment and provide no return on the investment my parents have made in me. Because that’s what I am… An investment… Being a doctor will make everything better. I mean, at least now people won’t say, “Oh! So you’re NOT following in your dad’s footsteps, eh!?” Maybe then I can shake the feeling of crushing disappointment that comes with saying I’m a Political Science major… Doctors get respect, man! That’s something I’ll never get following my passion (which I’ve already altered several times to make it more “realistic” in terms of having a career…). So it’s not even my real passion, anyway! It’s just something I’ve settled for because it’ll provide a steady income and relative success (or so I thought. Guess I was wrong about that…). I’ll look into changing tomorrow…
welp, I’m fucked… No sleep for me again! w00t!
Should I write a really long post or just let it be for now? It’s been a while since I’ve ranted, but I don’t feel like ranting right now, per se. I more just have thoughts… Silly thoughts, but thoughts… But I’ll save those for another time. Right now I’m just basking in being back in Boston with my second family. Caitlin and Alex, my derpy parents, Vienna, my EXTREMELY derpy sister, Connor my wise (and sorta crazy [in a good way!]) uncle, Ryan the sage uncle, AJ the dashing cousin, Robbie the perfect cousin, Chris the loving grandpa (not in age, but in spirit), Chester and Molly the other crazy grandparents, Peter my overachieving older brother, Ryanne the sweet aunt, Kaylie the funny aunt, Matt, the family bush, Zan, my cute little sister, Emma my twin sister, Joey the elusive uncle, and Ryan M my brother in sports, haha. So yeah, I love all of these people. I’ll protect them and be loyal to each and every one of them. And that’s a promise. Goodnight!
Everyone else is already back in Boston… I’m the last one to get back… I am significantly sadder now… :(
I go back to Boston tomorrow!! :D :) <3 yay! That is all…
i’m just really good at fooling people into believing that i am… sorry to disappoint you, people i fooled… i don’t apply myself and this is what happens… not the end of the world, but not nearly what i’m capable of… i’m a fraud, people… don’t be fooled…
I go through my entire semester thinking that i had A’s locked up in bio and math and that i’d pull a B in comp. politics and then a B+ or A- in my inquiry and i’d be golden. turns out i fucked up my math final somehow, and i only finished with a B+ in bio. got a B in CP and an A- in my inquiry. Like wtf happened? I mean, a 3.4 isn’t terrible, but i shouldve done a lot better than that.
Now? Really? I’m impressed with myself… If I get to about page 3, I’ll even give myself a high-five maybe! :D don’t judge…